Changes

Welp, here's a pretty little revelation for y'all. Last year, Mr. Diakow mentioned that our grade ten year would have trials, or would be a trial, or something like that, and I did not want him to be saying stuff like that. I mean, it was like foreboding or something...

I forgot about that not before too long, but it now occurs to me that there have been many changes in my life this current school year. Little things, like my taste in music (*grin*) and clothing, maybe. Other things, like issues with friends, different friends and different issues...also, some other things...='_'= *smirk*

Then we almost died. Wow, I never blogged that, did I? It feels like...it doesn't feel like I could've almost died. I don't know. It's sort of strange...and sort of sad...

Blah. I gave Luke the PDA to hold - did he leave with it, too? *frown*

And Luke didn't hurt you too much, did he, Kaeli? He's awfully mean to Grace, ya know...*sticks tongue out*

Oops, it's 4:00. Time to go! :)

Sorry To Disappoint...

Sorry to disappoint any who may have expected a proper post because this isn't intended to be, only a line-long question, but, well, who knows? I have twenty minutes to kill.

What the heck is the meaning of life? Is it acceptable that one would want to, within reason, do all they can to enjoy life now before things get harder as they already are? Is there a point to life, is what I'm asking? As the proper little Christian girl, I suppose the answer is that we are to what God commands, to spread his word, and to glorify Him and all that, but - !

Just...I don't know. I've become ridiculously desensitized and I don't even know if I'm a Christian. I believe but I don't know if I commit anything, because I think I break promises sometimes. Okay, so I guess most people do, but - also, I think I'm not ready to be willing to surrender. I don't want to be prodded, either. I'm not actually not considering anything - I might be a little less stressed than I am now about this matter.

I don't know. The original question is what is the purpose of life?

Yeah. Usually, you can tell by the tone - or is it mood - screw English - whether or not I'm just...spouting stuff and ticked off at whatever. So these don't usually need to be commented on, unless you want to. Sorry I've been so negligent in blogging. Did I spell that right? I'm probably not saying the word right, which would be why I don't spell it right.

I'm hungry.